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Friday, September 18, 2009


Every time when i'm angry/stress/unhappy
i used to cry out but after that everything will be okay.
Now in Poly, i don even have that feel to somehow "de-stress"myself

think ITE is a place that i have shed alot of my tears, NETBALL

1st year
ITESC, e GK hit me so many times till i pekchek cry
POLITE i didn't cry coz i didn't get to play much

2nd year
ITESC nv cry coz everything was perfect
i have e best teammates w/o having to stress abt anything
POLITE i cried during e game against TP coz defender step on my shoes, i fell hard on e ground
backside super pain cant move but put cold spray, everything was alright.
some more on my bdae (:

3rd year
ITESC w/o my 2TOUs, goofy, jolene
b4 itesc, Ms Emily have a talk to us
tin i've given myself lots of pressure that i broke down
rmb some of e girls send me msges
Team1 was super stress playing against Team2
Team1 playing against e strong team of central
all almost cried
after e game,i cried coz i didn't gt MVP
POLITE, some of us de last yr le
we cried coz we lost 5goals to both poly that we haf chance to win

Why do we give ourselves so much stress?!
becoz we noe if we wan to have a place in e team, we nid to play well n earn a place for ourselves
BUT NOW
everything is different
i'm stress but i didn't cry
end up like what adeline said
those Cs and Ns will get it

Friendly game with e current ITE players
After playing with Team ITE again
seeing adda, susan, xiaowei, del and wani playing on court together again
e feeling was great
everything was like back to 2006
although Huimin, Mika,Nani, Saidah and Ray, my Partner was on e different team
butBUTbut
i juz felt happy playing with them
i cried while listening to 2songs
thinkin abt e past
bdae always fall on training, if not is competition
reminds me of mind cafe
that VIDEO

i duno why
e feeling is sooooo special
i miss those feeling now
most importantly
I MISS E GIRLS SO MUCH
(:

Little love
part of e lyrics

a little love, a little hug, a little gift
all of little something
these are our memories

you make me cry, make me smile
make me feel that love is true
you always stand by my side
i don't want to say goodbye

thank you for all the love, you always give to me
oh i love you

i know we didn't kiss but we hug each other alot
all of every little things add up to our memories
we cry (coach's scolding) and smile(joke around) as a team
make that feeling so special
i know we will always stand by each other side
and is true
I DONT WANT TO SAY GOODBYE
LOVE & MISS YA GIRLS

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